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♫ It’s the snowflakes that drift piece by piece into my eyes ♫
♫ It's the flames that glow and dim, never giving up ♫
♫ I reluctantly allow myself to empathize that fate is like a willow tree ♫
♫ Once the wind blows, the leaves sways as it is ♫
♫ The feeling of missing you is the warmest sorrow, like a pair of wings ♫
♫ that makes me unable to stop and fly further, reminiscing in the past ♫
♫ You leaving me without saying a word, even if it's for my well-being ♫
♫ it's the waves that will keep crashing in both of our hearts ♫
♫ You bore with the pain time and time again, closing up the windows ♫
♫ I held back my tears, going one step forward and stopping, looking back ♫
♫ Not being able to love is the furthest exile ♫
♫ Nevertheless, being unable to help but love is the happiest bind ♫
Here to Heart
Episode 24
Twenty kilograms...
The sterngth you're hiding
is really people gasp in amazemnt, Zhu Linlu.
Only by being able to make you laugh
can my strength be meaningful.
That was close. Take note of safety.
Good morning.
This Wen Nuan is really making shocking me to the point of being speechless.
That's right. Never thought that she was that kind of person.
After Du Xintong's matters,
I even had a change of opinioin about her.
Don't judge a book by its cover.
Good morning.
Xiao Dai, what's wrong?
Sister Wen Nuan,
you...and CEO Zhan are lovers before?
From whom did you hear that?
The ones posted on the forums are true?
Saying that you and Ms. Yixin are classmates and that you and CEO Zhan are first loves.
What post?
Look. This was the post.
Saying that you looked down on CEO Zhan before
for having no money, so you went away with Little CEO Lu.
Now that CEO Zhan is more well off,
you regretted it.
You wanted to steal him away from Ms. Yixin.
That's why, you exposed Ms. Yixin's real family background to the media.
Sister Wen Nuan, I feel that someone must be framing you up.
Although you and Little CEO Lu are indeed together now,
and you were able to get the Executive Assistant position,
you can't be a person that disdain the poor and favor the rich.
Go back to work.
Sister Wen Nuan, are you alright?
Hurry and go work.
CEO Zhan, let's set it based on the plan you suggested then.
CEO Chen, hope to have pleasant relationship with you.
Let''s have a pleasant partnership.
Let's have a meal together soon.
Okay. I'll wait for your call.
Hello.
Nanxian, we got a problem.
Someone leaked your past relationship with Wen Nuan.
What do you want to eat?
I feel that we should just order online.
I fear that those people will gossip about you.
I didn't do anything wrong. What should you be afraid of?
That's right.
Let's go eat something delicious then.
Come over here! I have something to tell you!
- Who are you? - Uncle!
- How did Yixin wrong you? - Mister!
- Why must you treat her this way?! - Calm down a little!
- Why must you destroy her happiness? - Please talk in an amicable manner.
You two let him go.
Wen Rou? Did you come over to look for Wen Nuan?
I saw the news and was worried about Xiao Nuan, so I came to check.
Uncle, are you misunderstanding something?
I misunderstood? How can I misunderstood?
I didn't do anything.
You didn't do anything.
Okay. You can deny it. But let me warn you,
if you dare to disturb Yixin and CEO Zhan again,
even if I have to sacrifice my life,
I will never have an end with you, do you believe that?!
Mister, don't be like this!
- Let go! Let go! - Please calm down.
Even if I risk my life, I will never let you go!
Xiao Nuan!
- Uncle, what are you doing? - Xiao Nuan.
- CEO Zhan? - Who are you?!
Let me tell you that
if you dare to touch my little sister, I don't care what you're saying but I will never let you off!
Wen Rou.
Why are you here?
If I don't come, will I just watch you getting bullied?
That is Yixin's father. He came to tell me something.
So what if it is Yixin's father? He could have just talked.
- Why must he— - Just try saying less.
- Let's go and talk upstairs. - CEO Zhan, this woman is evil.
She's getting bullied hard online now.
You should hurry and fire her!
Your daughter is the evil woman!
Looking at you now, you don't seem to be a good one too.
Say, can you two talk less?!
Causing everyone to know this matter,
will that be beneficial to Yixin?
Uncle, let's talk upstairs.
Let's go upstairs first. Let'ts go.
Disperse.
Stop watching...
Uncle, come, drink some water.
Calm down.
I already called Yixin earlier. She'll be here soon.
Wen Nuan, go and placate your sister first.
Stop being angry.
Sister Wen Rou, please drink some water.
Thanks.
Xiao Dai, thanks.
You're welcome.
Zhan Nanxian didn't scold you, right?
No, he didn't.
Sister, you were too impulsive earlier. Why did you come here?
If I didn't come, you're just going to stand there and get bullied?
Her father is sick. Letting him scold me a few words is fine.
Let's not make a fuss about it, okay?
Miss Yixin is here!
Don't argue with other people here.
I am not.
Wen Nuan.
No matter what my father did or said, I apologize for him.
But what can my father do to you?
No need to be inviting other people, right?
What do you mean by that?!
Sister.
I will never argue with a patient.
But I also don't want other to misunderstand me.
What misunderstanding?
I treated you as Yixin's friend before.
From the looks of it now, I got used by you.
The pictures of Yixin and me in the hospital
- were exposed by you. You did that - Father.
to destroy Yixin's image in front of CEO Zhan.
- I didn't. - Say, you two, you father and daughter are quite singing in chorus. You must have planned this, right?
Who is singing in chorus? Can you stop?
I'm not stopping?
Fine. I know
that you are trying to protect your little sister.
But you shouldn't treat everyone as bad people because of that.
My father is a sick person.
He wouldn't get involved in this out of nothing.
Your father is sick, so I won't make a fuss with him.
But as a daughter, what's wrong with you?!
Always acting pitiful.
You think that by doing that, you can already frame other people?
Dream on!
Can you 2 stop quarreling?
This is meaningless.
It can't solve the problem.
Just let me investigate this matter clearly.
Nanxian.
Old Gao.
I have a favor to ask.
Oh, was it that matter in the company today?
I heard about it. It's like a play. Quite interesting.
No, are you being a spectator here and not being bothered by how grave this matter is?
Help me investigate this matter clearly.
- As soon as possible. - Okay.
Oh, right, those new wines you bought are not bad.
Fine. I'll thank you well afterwards.
Okay. Leave it to me.
Don't worry.
Then Wen Nuan, let me tell you this.
I initially planned to leave half of those core clients to them.
But since you want to leave now,
I needn't give any considerations to anyone anymore.
Go back and tell Zhu Linlu and Wen Rou
that even if they do overtime everyday, they won't be able to do anything.
And you...
Just pray for my luck.
- Uncle. - CEO Zhan.
This is an evil woman, do you know that?
She's now getting criticized hard online.
You should immediately fire her.
Your daughter is the evil woman!
Making this matter be known by everyone,
will that be beneficial for Yixin?
My heart is really very tired.
Sister, why did you come here?
Xiao Nuan.
Sorry.
This morning...I was so impulsive to charge to Shallow Cosmos.
Sister, thanks.
Aren't you angry at me?
What's there to be angry at?
When I was being falsely accused,
there is a family that loves me very much
who stood in the front line to block everything for me.
I should be thanking you.
I am your older sister. If I don't help you, who will?
Sister...
I instead want to apologize to you. I left for so many years.
I wasn't by your side in everything that happened to you.
Even when you got hurt,
I was unable to help you.
I always am bothered by that matter.
I already told you that it's a minor injury.
After so many years, how many times do you want me to repeat it?
But you...
That incident this morning...
Are you really fine with it?
I am very fine.
I'm just going out to buy something.
You're not well! You're not well at all!
Not only that incident this morning.
Since you entered Shallow Cosmos, I was watching everything.
It's been 7 years.
Since you returned, I never saw your happy smile.
You think I couldn't see it?
All your pretenses was just to stop me from worrying.
Xiao Nuan.
Sorry.
If not because of me, you might have obtained your happiness already.
I really regret it so much.
Sister...
You don't need to apologize to me.
You didn't do anything wrong. Everyone has the right to pursue their happiness.
It's me...
It's me who was immature and chose that method to resolve the problem.
Sister...I have always wanted to apologize to you.
Also, I should be the apologizing to you for what happened in the past.
You clearly are the closest person to me.
I didn't notice your feelings at all.
I even kept being very happy in front of you.
It's me who should apologize.
Don't say it like that.
Do you know that...
...for these 7 years,
I was so afraid that you will never return from the UK.
Everyday, I would wait...
Finally, one day, you said that you're coming back.
I really was so happy.
I was excited that night that I didn't sleep.
When I saw you again, I became so nervous.
I didn't know how to face our relationship.
Because that matter is between us.
You stupid girl.
How could I refuse to come back to see you?
It's not that I don't have a way to face you,
I just couldn't face myself.
I also felt all those feelings that you mentioned.
I also felt the same. For everything...I noticed that...
you were being very careful.
Me too. I was so afraid that just by a slight oversight,
I might hurt you again like I did before.
That incident is like a very deep wall
that's standing between us. Am I right?
Sister, I'm not angry at you.
I never blamed you.
You don't blame me too, right?
Then, we've opened up our hearts already.
We did.
Since we did, can you promise me one thing?
Okay. Say it.
Sister...
Starting today, treat your relationships seriously, okay?
For so many years, you've been through so many things.
Stop using the past to punish yourself.
Or else, I will never be happy too.
I know. I promise you.
You must also promise me one thing.
Starting today, stop using the past to seal yourself.
Don't use the present too to make it difficult to yourself.
If you're not truly happy, I also will never be truly happy.
I'll try my best.
Look at us two. We look like idiots.
Saying about you and i being happy. Crying like stupid.
I love you very much.
Me too.
Enough already.
Let's not cry anymore. Everything is fine now.
I've gotten you water. You can use it at night.
Rest early.
Yixin, are you leaving now?
Right.
Just stay in the hospital and receive your treatments.
As for other things, stop worrying about them.
For these past years, even if I'm alone, I was able to live well.
I know that you're still mad at me.
I...shouldn't have went to look for that Wen Nuan this morning.
But seeing how they were treating you badly, I couldn't help it.
Don't be mad at me for this. Please forgive me.
No need to apologize.
I already heard quite a lot of them.
If you really feel guilty, then just do your treatments.
Stop making me worried.
I'll listen to you.
Have a good rest.
Oh, right. Regarding Wen Nuan,
stop interfering.
Nanxian will not be happy about it.
But...aren't those online true?
No such things.
Wen Nuan is currently working in Nanxian's company. You rashly looking for her there
will only give Nanxian problems. I will handle this well.
Rest well.
Come in!
CEO Zhan, this is this month's rerport.
Oh, right. Wen Nuan has already submitted her resignation letter.
Don't our administration department require that we do a selection for a new CEO assistant?
No need.
Okay. I know already.
[Shallow Cosmos]
Hello.
Instant noodles are fine.
What are we eating?
Xiao Dai, I'll wait for you in the rooftop.
Manager Guan.
Why did you ask to meet me here?
Actually, I had been wanting to tell you something.
Wait a minute.
Say it.
I...have always wanted to tell you this,
but I don't know how to say it.
What is that?
This is a robotic girlfriend that I've made from your image, Xiao Dai No. 1.
Robotic girlfriend?
Although this is just a prototype, when it matures in the future,
it will also be made into a real robot.
She's the same with a real girlfriend. She can cry, laugh, make scenes, get mad, and act like a spoiled child.
She even has individual interests.
I actually should thank you for these past days.
Because these past days, you allowed me to make meticulous observations,
that's why, I was able to develop Xiao Dai No. 1.
That's why, I want you to be the first person that I share this good news with.
Then it means, half of it was my contribution.
Of course. You are my best research buddy.
That's why, you accompanying me to eat, treating me to movies,
caring about me, and consoling me before
were all to establish a data storage bank for that miniature person?
You can say it that way.
But Xiao Dai, don't worry.
I believe that after improving it further, Xiao Dai No. 2 will be popular among the nerds.
That's why, the reason you suddenly are avoiding me already
was because the research has ended. Am I right?
Actually, not totally is.
It's just that someone told me that if I don't like someone,
I shouldn't give her hope. That's why...
That's why, I...
That...I still have to do something.
I'll get going now.
Stop forcing me. I beg you to let me go.
Zhan Nanxian! Who do you think you are?!
I just hate you're self-approbation. I hate that you kept arranging my life.
Starting today, I hope that you...
disappear from my life.
Nanxian...
So it means that from the day that we met,
to the day that we started dating,
and the day that we had first kiss, the days after that, you all have forgotten about them?
Don't leave me...
Sorry, Xiao Nuan.
All your pain was because of me.
I can't continue watching you be in pain.
Why were you rushing to meet me here?
Hello, may I ask about your order?
- Two hot Americano. - Okay. Please wait for a while.
I came to see you today to apologize.
How come I can't understand what you mean?
The reason Xiao Nuan broke up with you before
has nothing to do with Linlu.
What do you mean?
Sorry. Everything was my fault.
It was all because of me.
If not because of me, Xiao Nuan will not break up with you.
Everything that happened afterwards
wouldn't have happened then.
Wen Rou, why are you drinking so much in broad daylight?
Zhan Nanxian, there are some words that I have kept for so long.
I know that I shouldn't be saying these.
I'm different now.
If I don't say it right now, I'll go crazy.
I...
I like you.
Wen Rou, I think... you're drunk.
No, no I'm not drunk.
I just want to have a closure before graduation.
Other things, I don't have any hope.
Zhan Nanxian, you must treat Xiao Nuan nicely.
Or else, I will be the first one to not let you go.
Actually for the past seven years, I've thought of all kinds of reason
on why she broke up with me.
The thing you said I actually thought of it before.
But, one thing I don't understand is
why she didn't listen to me and not give me a chance to explain.
She gave up our relationship that easily.
- It's not like that. - Then what is it?
Is it because our relationship was that cheap?
Xiao Nuan did it for me.
She was also suffering these past 7 years.
It's just that she slowly learned to use silence to hide her pain.
She used her guilt towards you to keep tormenting herself.
I wanted to pretend that everything will pass but it's actually not passing.
So, today I came I want to tell you the truth.
Everything is my fault.
If you want to hate, then hate me. Stop blaming Xiao Nuan.
Why should I hate you two?
To be honest, I have to thank you two.
If it wasn't for you two, then there will be no todays Zhan Nanxian.
Zhan Nanxian.
I want to beg you again.
When you're in front of Xiao Nuan, please don't mention about the past.
Especially, about my father's death.
That year when dad passed away, it affected Xiao Nuan a lot.
I don't want to remind her about the painful memories.
Wen Rou, have you ever thought that the passed things, it isn't just you two that are in pain?
That year, when Xiao Nuan broke up with you
it has nothing to do with Linlu.
She did it for me. She has also been suffering these past 7 years.
It's just that she slowly learned to use silence to hide her pain.
She has been using her guilt towards you to torment herself.
Seven years. Is because of a misunderstanding, you left me for seven years.
This time, no matter what happen, you better not leave me again.
Yixin.
Are you free right now?
Can you come over?
What happened?
Nothing. I just want to thank you for helping me out lately.
Also, I want to discuss with you my father's succeeding treatment plan.
Okay, then wait for me. I'll come right away.
I won't say too much thank you's anymore.
The things you did it for me, I'll always keep it in my heart.
About my father's illness, nothing can really say
what will eventually happen.
But his biggest wish is for me to be happy.
You... Can you help me finish his wish?
I'm sorry, Yi Xin.
I'll have to let you down.
Is it because of her?
Is it no matter how many years,
you won't able to forget her?
Is it because no matter what I do,
I will never have a spot like her?
Inside my heart, you do have a spot. You and her are different.
But so many years have passed, you should know it well.
You should know that, she's always in my heart.
A fake one is still a fake one.
Should I wake up from dream?
CEO Zhan.
You're delivering the document?
If you don't have anything else, then I'll go first.
Nanxian, using as a friend identity, I have been by your side waiting for seven years.
You don't even give me a chance at all?
No matter how beautiful the diamond ring is, you didn't gift it to me.
Putting on my finger, is to remind myself how funny and ridiculous I am.
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♫ Hey... I really miss you. ♫
♫ Right now, it has started raining outside the window again. ♫
♫ My eyes are dry, but my heart wants to cry. ♫
♫ I don't know where you are right now. ♫
♫ Hey... I really miss you ♫
♫ Too many emotions, and no suitable expressions. ♫
♫ The things I want to say most, how should I say it? ♫
♫ Are you missing me just like I am missing you?♫
♫ If there was no you, no past, ♫
♫ I won't be sad. ♫
♫ But if there was a choice, I would still choose to love you. ♫
♫ If there was no you, where would I be?♫
♫ And what would I have to regret? ♫
♫ Anyways, it's too late now. ♫
♫ Anyways, I lost myself already. ♫
♫ Hey... I really miss you. ♫
♫ I don't know where you are right now. ♫
♫ Are you missing me just like I am missing you?♫